Scadalous/ Thursday, September 21
EQUINOX COMPLEX is so cool...pretty and all..juz being there and gazing from the top of singapore juz takes my mind off troubles..!!de scenery is simply..breath takin...[= *tHuMpS uP*!!! for todaeee..i'm happieee..i think i found myself again..(not cuz of the equinox la!!) but it did play a big part laa...juz tt..work was so fufulling...!! like how it was in the past...when i stayedtil 6pm from 11am..i felt tt i could actualli work on til closing..but becuz of a pre-date..i can't...and it took me to the TOPPPPP of Raffles Hotel..(dun jealouss)...yeah...70 storeys uP!! trust mee..juz by takin the lift..the pressure builds up in ur ear..and the air pressure leaves it painful..like those in the aeroplane..it's how high and fast the lift is..but the elevator is so good...u can't feel the speed..onli the presssuree!!..it's juz soooo..high classss!! AWESOM!!seeing rich business man juz makes me wanna work hard...motivated to study well..get a SUPER GOOD LIFE nxt timeee...where these places becums a norm...[=...wooooHhooooo!!security was sooooo tight at raffles hotel...must be due to IMF...juz by entering..u feel like u're going thru singpore custom!! scan thru bags..and usin the device to check ur body...CISCO IS EVERYWHEREEEEEeeeeeeee...but NEW ASIA BAR still rock like hell...i noe i can't drink..but i onli drank sum...strawberry margaritaa!! at least it's wad i noe i could takee..still..i couldn't finish..(i noe i can't..)..calamari dere is so nice too!! drinks are actualli affordable at half price for their 'happie hr'..[=..food is slightly moreeee...prone to burning a hole in ur pocket..!!no luck..couldn't tast EQUINOX food..it's FULLLY RESERVED when it's not even open yet..!! they suggested we go back at 930 to try our luck...and we've decided to cum back nxt time with RESERVED TABLE!!! but this is ex..i swearr..------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------these few daesss...i'm fragilee...almost super fragilee...my frustration, irritant and tear glands are triggered almost as easily as u are tempted to eat chocs and all the fattening stuffss..this is wad i call..EMO-OVERRULLING...and no..i dun think my menses are cuming..i think it's the emptiness in my lifee..and all the explosive inner stuffs in me left untouched..unsaid..and unresolved..but i noeee...u can't run awae from problemss..cuz it'll make ur problem cum still..but it'll lash out on u unprepared..and each time it does..it brings more fear and insecurities..they are hostile..i'm scared..and i hate thiss..----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------but i still wanna dine in...at all the nice placeee...after SWISSOTEL-EQUINOX..i'm aiming RITZ CARLTON - SNAPPERS..!!...anyoneee gonna bringgg meeee???? hahahahhaha!!! jokesss..and i'm aiming the ICE-CREAM FRUIT BURGER MEAL at millenia walk too!!!! WOOoooHHHOoooo....(dere goes my diet...but it might take me nxt yr juz to visit them all..it's TOO EX!!!!!!)
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
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